Saturday, March 17, 2007 12:35 PM
Life is just a dream that we chase after, its not exactly what it seems.
I am trying. Trying to be a better person.
I make mistakes. But i try my best.
Sometimes i seriously consider just abandoning it and just see it take form from afar.
I trust vin can do a good job. Although i feel that, sometimes he doesn't have a mind of his own. He sways to other's suggestions too easily.
Today was an example. He met up with lin to negotiate about using FOS day3, which we wanted to leave free in order to be more welfare to our gps. But he came back with the same story. I wanted more welfare because the gls want a campsong practical on thursday too. My gps have been coming back almost everday the pass week to do nightwalk recee, making of nightwalk prop, etc. The usual saikang. I don't want to overwork them. gls on the other hand has nth for the past weeks, and i am sure have nth on for the coming weeks to come anyways. Quek has been saying to me that he has nothing to do and wants to help out. I haven seen the gl ic in days anyways. I wonder what she/he has been doing lately. And my gps like sheryl and cb have ADD to set up on friday. And what is the plans for their day3? Go to Sentosa. OTOT. And want us to bond. Anyways, me and cb managed to convince barnet that its a bad idea to have a day3. And it was scrapped.
sigh. and i was fcking kicking up a fuss over it the entire day.
Whatever happens, i have to keep strong.
Why do people like to publicize my bad press?
The question is why matters blow so big even b4 i know about the matter.
Pui. Let them say all they want.
Think happy thoughts.
I have a good boss.
Thank god bnet got the job and not hui.
I swear.. i dun mind working under bnet anytime. realli.
I got good pals like Cb and Darren.
"A team is more than a collection of people. It is a process of Give and Take."
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Keeper Of Illusions
